RANDOM THOUGHTS-2

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it,
well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

It's been a while since I've listened to this song.....I love this song..... I remember how Malini and I used to go crazy everytime we heard this song. We would sing along with Dido and that meant whoever was around us would have to clasp their ears shut. But today I actually understand what the lyrics really mean. It is no longer that song that i want to sing pretending to hold a mike. Malini is no longer here with me, I am no longer 18 and all that's left is the sadness and incorrigible love of the song. Can't get this song out of my head, can't get the nostalgia out of my head and can't get the pain out of my heart for I am still standing here while everybody else has moved on. I am still standing here.....